feeling weird

.............the million seems dead now adays....................
well i hv been thinking, plying a hard time to improve myself had felt so different
now.things can feel not rigth and unright.
i met up wth hot stuff(chen chen) lost contact for a while now beta d, sexy sam(samantha) and reli i feel i hv lost so much of my good time at high school..and is so truth school is close to us sumtime even when v say v hate school well v dun...

can end of enoness well this coming month new things coming up
ian gonna get a special fren..a fren who understand ian
but ian got ntg more then that haha

the love is near

wat a day

well everything start off in church reli is a blast when i finally c how prisca teach the children seriously... she can even say the story 3 time

yang yang
the trouble maker

shawn
tok alot

shawn (indian)
same

magdeline
sweet shy silent type but she my favourite

catrina
oso fun love to show her talent

theres many all loving 1s but i oni can remember much
.................................................................
ok service time..

this was the first time i like to hear the speaker speaks
i reli forgot who iam already, i hv not been praying and asking help from god
iam 1 of the lamb of god, not local, but blessed wth good stuff and family.is good to be the ppl of heaven.

ppl turn away from darkness c thru the lite

isnt wrong to be nice

mmm isnt it good when ppl say hi to u,remember yr bday, asking how ur day, calling u out for a drink.
so is good to be nice to ppl, but sum how not all ppl want to be treated the same as how nice u treat other like ur mother

i reli m confuse...i was toking to a fren then another fren pops out in msn
so i was jus wanna say hi, then after i got scolding haha..so i ponder iam ur fren but she say it is ok to be ur fren juz that the way i are... of coz wat do u call me out all the time, all the while u were like...hmmm anyway im juz piss of juz being nice and ppl dun c it...

alot of ppl is so good in asking
lucky im not that person

moonlite dinner

well i wonder y i din even think about moonlite dinner b4
all the time in the resturant poking and looking at ppl dunno wat to do dunno wat to say
i started to ponder y idiot like us keep spending money to food then can even make by us.
many ppl think that expensive dinner can make the ladies go wow wow, wats thats this gonna to with anything? juz imagine if i pullout a hundo well u think u will fall on to me.think man it look stupid enuf already. haha

normally v do such pathetic way to wow the ladies, but wats the point wowing for juz a moment. if u love sum1 juz hold her or hug her.stand up to her or to simple thts the way but sum1 asshole thinks he got the money but standing up for her nah dun even think about it.

but anyway this is about moonlite dinner..actually im single and i thinking of hving moonlite dinner with sum1 i knew reli reli long and spending the time with the person is no harm.. all v need is a bottle of apple wine(so no drunk K L)and a cake etc.haha..after then yam sing hahaha...seriously dun do that thats y i hate going to chinese dinner so paiseh..life can be beautiful,even i think is beautiful.L juz be normal ur not alone now u got YNF as friend y need stupid ppl in ur life u got to be strong so shut it when comes to calls,shut it k..one day v go moonlite dinner k

happy to know

day past damn crazy fast..i din know im so slow behind time
walking around plying with my ipod, p.c, looking thru my time table.
i wasted so much time on my slp i lazy to even open up my eyes
looking at the sun can even hurt my eyes.

my chat with my old time school sis she doing fine, still hving her hot attitude
audrey my X she still hving lame boring character..crz she forever busy with sumthing no comment..my mummy relative story, and upcoming trip SINGAPORE cant wait to c my beloved auntie there..pris my hot cousin V watch barcelona and chelsea 1-1 but chelsea is off the semi final..barcelona ur on to final list BE CHAMP ok MESSI U furking need to eat more to get tall..
lydia d
cant say much about her

ok la my boring time is wasted too much on youtube ill maybe drop by my hot stuff sis next week to give her a hahaha wow in her face

feeling down and under

reli nowadays doesnt seem clear enuf for me to feel glad to be free of anything tht come by,it been awhile i left the million empty i reli want to see sum crazy things about to happen like world war 4, alien come to destroy the human, end of the world, come on wat happen to the world
not enuf to earn a living or wat money issue everytime nnow wats the worst problem ppl hv to face JOBs,OMG money is so hard to earn now, when that happen things get super $$$ it almost kill ppl who make 1000 a year. CAR, HOUSE, FOOD no saving man.

if u want to change that ppl please go look for chances, ur paper r not important already study may have a chance but try wroking part time to support urself i myself wont want to be poor
i want to live highly upon others.but the road is so narrow. can ppl buy stuff maybe so but can it make u rich or support ur family think man seriously. i hate the coming days FUCK THE WORLD MAN

FUCK THE STEPs

working was fun ppl was fun
and they say i cant click wth them
i dunno y
i love them all i reli do
juz that they can juz make me feel easy
but they cant do so, i want to act like them, be like them
juz that the idiot side of me cant seem to understand the reason of working togather
all they want his a leader and sum1 that can make money I KNOW!!!!!!!!
the chances is the main thing that keeps me goin but to apply the step is the worse up come
team fighter.... im a fighter but it seem im a loser....mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i think the problem is me myself i think is time to change i hv to stop being like a stone
make every1 get shock

crazy ppl with crazy idea

orins
monday
9am-6pm
great sum challage i gonna enjoy ltr
1 idea, 1 story, 1 game plan
shit ian got to crack the head

finally i lost 3.2kg but no different la

its been already 1 month and i have not been working juz laying in my room slping and is so lame that sumtime i gotto drunk myself to slp(i dun do drugs)i reli hate that i had a pain in the head because doing so, and 1 day i stand up i said to myslef(dun be a loser get the ass up and lose sum pound)so the 1st week i lazy to move, 2nd week lazy to open my eyes, 3rd week nothing oso lask week im so bored so i went out when jog wow its reli like im old already can even take 4 step tire d my legs are too heavy. BUT i try the next day and look at me on the road drink water while sitting down for 3 hour then i fall asleep, so the more i try ltr no i reli din know how does my legs gotto move themself so now i lost 3.2kg but theres no different haha

k la thx bb

GUESTS OF MINE

To guest

i think is wise to share sumthing about u with me already
if u dun mind me asking i reli want to know who r u
btw theres nothing to hide if ur a fren of mine
i reli hope to know u coz i hv been busy and i left alot frens thats y i oni wrote alot bout my cousin and i.

no matter who u r there nothing i cant do to feel bad about it yea ur a fren not a guest. yes?
pls do tell me yea




ian millions

hahaha wat a day

it was a happening day
i reli love spending time sharing my stuff with ppl
reli last week was so sumthing i think it was saturday
well earth hour was juz 1 hour but reli theres no meaning about it
but is a nice feeling that when is all dark ur with ur love 1 fooling around plying, raning and all
but mine was driving and fishing till the next morning
that 1 hour was great im spending time with my cousin and i met a fishing kaki (goh)nice guy
haha i caught a big fish and he help me with the net and put it back to the pond every1 ask me y dun keep or take back home.... is earth hour man
i love fishing coz is the way of keeping me waiting for a bite is like keeping me busy in thoughts
share problem with my cousin haha i like fishing while talking oso haha
so wat happen was after v fish till the place start to close v went home bout 3 sumthing
and it remind me that i din bring out my keys so i was like OMG OMG OMG OMG i din take my keys from my brother hahahahaha i call his hp so many time and cant get him to answer
so i spend the nite in my cousin sister house
is was the first time i went in to their room cant say much about it couz nothing interesting to tell
hahahahahahahaha girls room.
hahaha in the end oso i slp in my car coz my parent still not yet up hahahahahahahaha
wat a day

unreasoning matters

in my blog nothing to do with gods or other godly matter
if there's a story about me doing stuff wth god or talking about god
it doesnt meant a tiny crap about ur commment so wats so great about ur comment u even din mention ur name how i know wats the problem with u, plus do u have a name or do i know u pls tell the world who r u i think theres sumthing u wanna share, share with respect not like this, how i know ur my mother or teacher or sum1 who wants to joke around using god name and thats so damn pathetic of u

dun ran ur mouth juz by leaving a message......fool's slaP

is there a problem showing ur name

well is a problem when ppl reli get u in the nerve
if i got a name i use or share it, not like there sumthing to keep
then wats the use of having a name then

haiz silly thing i do..... well cant reli think about it
firstly(unknow) u kinda name urself
second u din even mention out the silly things
and this blog is oni for 1 person so wat does this blog gotta do wth u and the person din even know i hv a blog so wats insult....ur juz passing by so wats the insult

this is oni for the lame fren so furk urself yea

i hv a lame fren to tell

i juz hate being treated like a fool
so while ur shitting with the joke ill plan a curse
so ull get bac the damn feeling that u present to me
ull get it and ull get it real hard.

how ur lips...fool slap

church camp

mmm hahahahahahahaha
friday so good and perfect day to do sumthing

well once again members from church call to attend the camp
mmm i think alot of the small 1s shd be glad such program have been made
and for the bigger 1 juz try to endure it cuz there is no much fun for the older youth
i hope they consider about the older 1 cuz other church reli put fun stuff plus they reli go thru happiness togather.

time comes and go is time for the youth to step ahead to make things different

gloomie

well i hv just started to watch twilight
i found it hard to imagine at frist but i din say a word after the show
not normal but true i din say a word

usually i love watching vampire and walwolf kinda movie
like underworld,van hellsing, internel, trinity, and well dark angel
of loving to watch this movie wat i like the most is the way they look, speak.
well vampire have no blood and they oni protect their kind even their enemy the walwolf

most likely they are the kind which was curse as like the fallen angel but in spirit not living nor alife but there are no such nonsence. well i call it a story for the teen is reli sumthing,but telling such story can even end up making milllions.haha a story that can reli touch people feeling putting horror with a lil love bite in it and making it to a story then ppl think wow ''vampire actually are cool'' yes they are. they can fly, ran in a slit of an eye, smell ur blood in an distance wow come on man who would want a GPS.

yea is cool internal life, but im planing to die as easy as proper.haha well if ur watching the show bring sum1 close to u i watch it alone so it feel good altho.......juz watch it with sumbody yea ok

ciao~

OMG SADNESS

well wats the problem .....

i starting to hate the internet and with stupid amature ppl around, other ppl cant even live a good life.
wat happen to the ppl nowaday private stuff shdnt show to any1, y they cant think of others feeling OMG. 1 photo 1 image 1 clip in 1 day thousand will know about the stuff lets put 20 days
the whole world will know.

haiz im talking about a celeb thats has a nice voice (venessa hudgens) i saw the pic but i wasnt happy or high when i look at it, my steam start to blow and i look at the comment i turn to another website dame i was.............................wow juz 21 and she has naked photo of herself
i thought she is a cute innocent girl working with disney and now i think she wont be acting for disney with the problem like this who wants to hv her in the show she's almost like lindsay lohan
lindsay also work for disney in many nice show but because a 1 scandal boom bye bye future i dame hate the ppl who misuse the internet dam please think of others la if ur in their shoe right now and those nonsence happen to be u think u cant even look at the mirror or walk out to ur fren house or even surf the net.

lucky there a member of tjc who is also a local celeb nvr had problem like this i hope it stay that way

tataz

nonsence and annoying

well it begin like this there a unknow person testi me in frenster
all she wants is to know wats her bf is doing
so WTH is wrong here

dame theres this mellisa person that from frenster testi me wats her bf is doing now adays
and how lame this will be that a girl is asking wats that bf of her is doing..sry i wont put out photo to show who is that useless person.

but if u guys wanna know she's in my fren list easy to be seen

ok back to it

dame i hate this conversation with her
she can say that she's the gf of a useless person (bf) and she also useless and stupid they hvt meet each other yet if i show u guys i think u guys will be saying that bf of her reli dumb stupid looking even a mad dog look beta then him

how can the useless bitch get so into such person i hate ppl that cant read think how to earn asking pocket money from ppl wearing slipper to collage i dun think he'll get anything from there cuz he cant even past english test OMG dame please la stupid girl dun make me puke

and u know wat that make me puke in the testi she say '' actually im his gf''
OMG i get sick when i look at the testi i think she cant even know wats she's writting go get a life la..i cant believe there such lame ppl would testi me and im so stupid that i reply

haiz annoying bitch

crztal the liquorish

well i put many thing in my head sumtime but thats juz a lame hobby of mine
but looking thru a blog of a fren of mine. i think she has it all.

wat i meant was she gone thru alot, so 1 nite in msn i ask her
''wat u would do when ur bored'' her answer was beach in the sence of wondering and thinking and pondering. i think i question her wrongly the timing was wrong in directly i shdnt msn her.
she was in the world of romance and how jerky i'am to question her such nonsence.

well sadly i got nothing to say to her so i send her a song ''say ok'' from venessa hudgens(baby v)
hahaha i know nothing to do but i hope she's ok, coz sumtime i saw her at the bus stand and i dunno wheather i shd pick her up. haiz lazy to think bout it over is over man.
ok gonna kick the storm and ran to east where the sun set.

..................................untitle

well i got no idea wat to put for my title
anyway i feel hurt and the feel is so different i din reli hv this feeling b4
wats on my mind... i think is oni ice cream, cartoon, fun, money, and dreams
but wheres the fren do i put myself first.
sadly yea..i agree with wat my cousin said(tell u guys the truth other then my cousins and my brother ...real brother, others i wont believe)seriously their mine closes 1 i din put god cuz i reli dunno wheather im a believer anymore o i may say i rather worry less.

wat goin in my mine, im so lazy to figure out but the stuff hv showed me reli make me think
''dame i shdnt hv done that''...i shd face to face with the person..
haiz i shd call myself ian the superfool omg...
im so dame slow in thinking cuz i reli lazy to think so much i admit
but i actually want to say sorry to rachal maybe im too much and notty and useless
i shd be strong by telling u as ur fren but i din wat fren m i
stupid ci mui..

tis is a emo thing im putting here and i wish i wont put such nonsence again
this time ill make it rite for all best things to come

if u guy know wat to put as my title ur welcome to voice out

the nite i thx god

well this title is kinda hard to tell wheather is really did happen o not
but it seems to me it did

mmm let me begin by telling u i hv a great time with my super crazy yet mou lui yet funny twin cousin sis, hahaha (if ur reading this prisca and lydia juz dun laugh so loud)

this was juz suddenly planned by i dunno who but i wanted to tag along since i so long din really go out with my closes 1 so i juz went without thinking,prisca say she'll call me by 10 sumthing so i waited till 12 sumthing (midnite) while i was wait i so watching shanghai noon kinda funny and i like the show, and prisca still hvt call me yet so v msn.

so i ask her is the plan still on she say yes still on but got ppl ffk and i know how prisca felt.(seriously i was really tire d i dun feel like going already come on man shanghai noon finish at 2.30am and v hvt go out of subang yet).honestly i dam scare of prisca when she turn green coz i wont dare to look in her eye so in the end i go.

ooh yea i still hvt tell u guy where v went, v wanted to go to highland tower at ampang highland hill but b4 then v end up saving a indian guy name melvin his kinda big dark guy and his only oni 19 year old plus i dunno him coz this ppl i went out with are my cousin fren from the chatting forum and dame they so young then us. ok back to the b4 to highland tower, mmm oh yea saving melvin his was with this 11 11 guy and his oso part of the group to the location but unlucky him he was stop by the police and in the end he cant come along with us so too bad.

ok after the police thing, v continue our way to the place v wanted to go but by the time v reach there i look at the place wow the moment i look i chicken out, i duneven want to go out of the car
its was a condo im looking at and dame is was the building that has been in the headline in the newpaper b4 48 ppl died there and 2 were save many of the dead ppl body part has not been found is dame scary when i thinking of it cuz lets say v enter that building v may step over sumthing omg imagine a head it was so dark summore dame. v spend at that place for like 15 to 30 min and then v leave already coz is 5am in the morning haha. so late d

so after that v went mcd to know each other well then i reach home at 7.45am from ampang to subang eye almost red haha

thx god nothing really happen

ian finger down

people i know

im resting for a few days, and is been a while i din c my cousins and frenz d due to woring so hard i need to chill so i appologize to
prisca she my deares(eventho i make her piss cuz of lossing 2k++ that cause by me i oso feel bad so own her many hope she forgive )
lydia my deares oso (even she think weird stuff i hv great fun).
rachel when i think back the past wow i shd hv support but haiz great mistake ever but i really soory if i hurt ur feeling by saying bad thing about u
jun
kah wai
chris
(all oso prisca fren kena tukar ni)
tat tat
boon boon
boi boi from indo
loon
jean
rachel from subang
moni
i lazy to think d sori yea
u guys rock

p.s
those of u who know pls pls say hi

who make u the boss

well my day of joy are so damn long gone
i know my line my limit my mouth
i may hurt ppl, and damn im so over u rite now
i reli want to hurt u, and the way u ran ur mouth make millions wanna whack ur monkey face
this is a warming to u 1 more time im coming for u
u beta pray to ur watever ur praying to if that cant help ................................................
means no1 wantsto help ur monkey ass

dambass memories

what a day what a day......................................

while im bloging a day about a group of friends of mine
it was a sunday me and boiboi are assign to work at sungai buloh..
it somehow knocks me it is boi boi bday and wow he gotto work
so it was a pity feeling tho it is his bday he still work(which stupid jerk would wants to work)
so it's come to a game plan, and the plan was foos.....eat.......and foossss
haha

but im not gonna end this blog like this
because there's more stuff about that day
i was intro to fai fai gf wen li(hope i spell it rite ar if its wrong tell yea)
and fai fai and wen wen will have their last day outing on that day
as far as i can see their reli take it gentle and nice, fai wasn't sad and all is a good thing a guy who can stand up to feeling, even tho it was the last day his still smiling when i c him.

while for wen wen i din reli gotto chat or know her more but it will soon come a day haha
she look fun and open and active and thats will bring cheer to the group.
i know i din break the ice maybe it was me whose shy or haha speachless.
sooner will be close wan..chilling yea

boi boi this crazy dambass guy is the most stuff i can write about...
his my partner, futs member, slping disturber.
everytime ask me for my car keys to siow yen witout a P
dame always let me scold wan i hope he dun mind me saying this way
haha after v drop off wenwen house v wanted to go fishing so i went bac and pack my gear
suddenly ended up at boi boi house dame he and his big brother look so different
and the mother wow so crazy lurus(go do ur dambass memories)actually the mother dun wan him to go out d..summore fishing at midnite wai mann meh. haiz as a fren i cant say anything let the mother hoop everything from the mouth oni la haha that fai fai lagi good juz smile oni
kanasai in the end ffk more kanasai..left me and boi boi..wat a fren rite fai fai..
so v went shah alam juz to meet uncle tony dame wait for 1 hour crazy
and v the long road summore good la intead of paying 1 toll v pay 2 toll..
it was oready 1am midnite that boi boi still want to continue fishing so v went to the lake juz 1.45am so unlucky the gate was close and boi boi still want to go and it was so far if v walk and it so dark can c wat crazy wan that boi boi
so wat happen so v slp till the gate open at 6.30am and no worries v slp in the same car but din do anything but he make so much noise lol i cant slp man wat a guy..so lucky fai fai din come along.

haha i think i wrote too much d ok la i hand down d
chilla ian..

it ends here

this message is for audrey low
juz leave

ian